14 Jan 2025, the day my friend left for Tokyo, and tomorrow, she is going to the UK. In just a week, I lost two of my closest people. Please don't take this the wrong way, I am genuinely happy for them and wish for their success and happiness wherever they go. I just feel empty without them. It feels like I am living in an empty chamber, a void. I will miss our days, the talks, the walks, and the arguments. We will meet after 3 years, which is 1095 days. I wonder how they'll have changed by then. Will we all be the same people we left as or will we be better than today? She hasn't left, yet I already miss her so much. We aren't perfect and we have so much to work on but I can't help but love her. Even when I am angry, even when I am sad, or frustrated, I love her. I will meet my friend and her. I will fulfill my promise. And I know I have this passive suicidal thoughts, but I will try my best to do complete things. I pray to god for their safety and well-being. No matter where I go, I will always pray for them, wishing my prayers will reach them. The countdown begins and I have a lot of work to do. Being lost as I am right now, I will do my best to find my way back. And I will miss them on this journey. Please don't forget me.
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