Wish

I still search for you in the crowd. When I see couples holding hands, I wish it to be us. When I sit alone in silence, I wish for you to sit next to me. And if you are too tired to speak, just sit next to me, for, I too, am fluent in silence. And when I see someone smiling, I wish to share my every smile with you. I look at the paintings & wonder how you would feel about them. And I wonder how you would react to a particular scene in a movie or a lyrics in a song. Whenever I look at the clouds, I wish you would see it too. I just love you. I know I can't see the future but I know it will be better with you in it. There are times when I doubt myself, whether I deserve you. It hurts to even think about it, and I want you to know that I am trying my best not to overthink. I am just doing my best. And I hope it is enough for us. For now, all I can do is hope.

You are my 11:11 wish.