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I don't think I ever moved on from that time. It's not that I don't want to, I just cannot. And I don't know why. Am I overthinking things? Or it's not possible alone. I don't know. 

I tell myself that it is not the truth, that there must be something else but I cannot seem to convince myself. Maybe for a few days and everything comes back. 

I try to use logic, but something is always missing. No matter how absurdly I try to explain, no matter how I look into it, there is a gap that just doesn't close off. A piece of a puzzle that you don't have and it will never be complete.

Maybe with time, something just might happen.