Shit. I know life has its ups and downs but I didn't think history would repeat itself. I am to blame for this. Me and only me. I let my guard down for a moment and shit happens. I never should have trusted another person. I shouldn't have had feelings for someone who never saw anything in me. I never should have changed. I have gotten back from things before and I know I will this time too but it still hurts like it's the first time. People say I overthink but in the end, I end up right. Today was no different. For someone, I didn't even deserve an explanation. They could have told me this was happening. I guess I expected too much from them. Fuck. I don't know what to do. It's always the same with me.
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