What does life mean? Is it happiness or is it sadness? I don't know. There are people who have their own opinion and look at life differently. But could it be different than all of their observations? Or is it simply just nothing that is meant to be experienced and not learned? Again, I don't know. I can surely say that I haven't experienced life at the point where I can make statements or opinions about it. Well, nobody can and everyone is just assuming. Still, I think about life and all the endless experiences it has to offer one. We are just infants in front of this world.
Do people have a choice or there is a pre-determined fate for everyone??? Who knows. At least people are alive.
Life is harsh. People are born and they die. In between birth and death, everyone struggles. Everyone has to face the problems of life. Only a handful of people who are born into rich families can enjoy life however they want. They are privileged. Born with a golden spoon. Others are not so lucky. The rest of the people have to struggle every day to stay alive. To keep their families safe and healthy. Life is like a road filled with difficulties. It tries to take you down, throw you out of the path, make you feel pain, and if you're lucky, you get the easy way out; death. But among all this pain and misery, could there be any meaning? Again, who knows, and if life really doesn't matter then why live? Why strive for success and perfection even if it doesn't exist. Why try so hard? All these negative aspects of life and people are still struggling to move forward, against the very fabric of reality trying to deny its offers. But no matter what you do, reality will throw you down and you'll die.
Still, people are doing well. Even when they know the reality of life, they live until the end of time. Those few privileged people, how do they even enjoy life? I mean, if you want to truly experience all there is, wouldn't it make sense if you expose to both the struggles and joys of life? How would you even understand something if you look at it from only one side your whole life? Isn't life somehow a mixture of both happiness and sadness? So how would you see life if you don't experience both sides? But is it even necessary? Just do what you like and you'll be fine. But again, that will fail at one time.
I don't know what is and what isn't. I can't say for sure. But maybe one day I will. I hope so.
I don't get along with people because I don't want to waste both of our time. People might say I'm still young but I have seen enough to form an idea, a belief system of my own. A way to live life. But what if I am wrong? What if, in the future, I have to question myself and the way I do things? Will I be ok? Will my fears come alive? Uncertainty. Let's just hope the best comes for everyone, whether through hardship or soft ship.
